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Saturday, April 14, 2007

woahs , i really really learn ALOT today .
and when i say ALOT , i mean super duper that kind .
lols , if you understand larr .

hais , was late for today's service larr ..
repented alrdy ! (:
i really wanna change in this area ; that when i promised is what time ,
i will reach at what time . if not i'll be breaking my promise alrdy ):
GROWTH AREA ! xDD

service touched mie ALOT .
its abt forsaking our fears ..
telling us like why fear when God is the leader of our life ?
if we know that he's in control and he wonte harm us , then why fear ?!
and also , God spoke to mie that
if we fear when we know He is in control ;
we're actually not only doubting Him and His abilities ,
but we're also being proud ,
thinking we can do much better job
by taking things in our own hands etc .

then was shepherd's meet .
woah! i tell ya , i was reminded of alot of things i forgotten alrdy .
traits and roles of a shepherd ~
hahahaha , i really donte know how to describe my feeling .
its like , i learnt so much that its too long for mie to type all out larr .
understandable ? LOLL xDD

but three main thing ,
being a friend to my sheeps ..
not only call them to inform abt shepherdings ; cg etc .
but crap , chat , or simply ask how was their day .
if you arent a friend to them ,
then how are they able to share deep with you ?
and you yourself must share with them also ,
so they'll slowly open up to you .. (:

and , !LOVE!
if you really love your sheep then
you wouldnt mind going the extra miles for them !
also , rmb that your sheep is your answered prayer .
you asked God for sheep , when that sheep comes, DONTE COMPLAIN!
cause in the first place , you the one who asked for he/her .

last , blameless life .
blameless life -- living up fully to what we know .
do according to what you preach .
donte just tell it to your pple then you yourself nvr do it .
let your pple see God through you .
whatever you expect your ppl to do , you do it first !
be careful of how you potray God's image ,
be it to believers or non-believers .
they're watching your life . your life is like an aquarium .

LASTLY , the very first time i attended CLM (:
it was just ..... WONDERFUL beyond words . seriously seriously .
not of it's fun or what , but the things i learnt were just so much .
NEW things , NEW convictions , NEW passion .. everything !
esp this -- I MUST KEEP MY LIFE PURE .
not perfect , but doing what i know to my very best .
be BRUTALLY honest with myself .
not giving myself excuses or '' reasons '' .
JIAWANN , YOU NEED TO BE HARSH ON YOURSELF !

and also , i need to FOCUS .
its not that you need to accomplish everything ,
but accomplish what is really impoatant . (:
-- widen your vision ; narrow your focus .

* i'm in this ministry cause i wanna glorify God !
* focus of the next week --
build word-centered friendships in the caregroup ;
look out for potential shepherds ;
[ who i need to train , what i can train them ? ]
walk right with God ~! { this is the MOST impt }

AMEN ! hahahahaha ,
you all know that WOG is spiritual food right ?
i think today i ate ALOT larhh . BLOATED . hahahahahaha !!
but i was sososososoooo REFRESHED .
i must make it a point to be like that everyday !
not only in meetings or shepherdings .. (:
okay lerr , stop here .
cause if not then i'll go on and on wans .. hahahah.
go prepare teaching alrdy , BYE ! and nights . x33s



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decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
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